(Reluctantly) Hi
Hello You
I know we could be DMing about this. This is less efficient also because you don't check my stuff like I check yours. But. But I figure I don't want to get up in your face about this. Take my word seriously Pretty Please
(You don't need to send it to me. I saw.)
- I do not pity you.
I won't do that because I don't like hurting people I care about. I hurt myself this way, and, I think you deserve better. How could I pity you; I do the exact same Thing, but I'm too big of an ass to mention it to anyone truly! I don't look down on you man. I admire you and I'm very honoured you'd ask me. I just want to cry thinking about hurting you. I want to treat you kindly. I got my own issues, and, I justtt. I just couldn't hurt you dude. I want you to. I don't know. I want you to be treated nicely. I wish I could do this for you. This has nothing to do with anything else. I just Think you sort of Deserve it. Sorry.
- Dude
I cannot Imagine how horrible what you're Going Through is. Just so fucked up man. I hate that guy so much there are Not Words. Hate hate hate hate hate hate hate. I am Extra not pitying you 'cuz I highly doubted thats how you'd wanna be viewed at the moment. I just want to be here for you man.
- Duh
Obviously, dude. I'd be the same way in your position. I'm not any better than you. I'm just worried, a lot.
- I'm not.
Any kindness You Get from me is my own self destructive behaviour and shit. I know you don't know how you feel. We're very similar, man, don't. Forget that. We have extremely similar situations when it comes to not knowing Jack about anything (in this regard). I'm not some random interpretating things you've said as direct and simple, alright?? I don't Care Particularly about that whole thing. I just want to be here for you. I'm not acting different to Please you. I wouldn't Ever Do thaat man. Don't worry about it.
I wish you'd talk to me more, about anything, these things, but you don't owe me it. I'll wait dude, gladly.
- You're hallucinating this BTW
You haven't changed this way at all. I mean not that I'd mind if you did, obviously I fucking Know its Not, oh my goodness...bro :(
You're like, fine. It's all fine. Do you not remember that My First Response was Um hm well I never considered it before but you are Very Beautiful and I'd Probably Like to kiss you... Like. Bro. (If anything, I am the one who is fucking myself over. I just didn't realize before how pretty you are, I guess. I'm the one thats gotta shoot myself dude. Of course I'm not going anywhere.)
And what, what is this even talking about. I can't think of a single instance of you doing this. Go nuts dude go nuts.
You did not ruin anything. I'm dramatic (I have the Dramatize Everything Disorder!!!). I love you. It's not your "fault" or "bad" or anything. I'm so happy you'd tell me. You don't owe me anything dude, but you constantly choose to talk about things, and that makes me So Happy like you Don't Even know. I'm just glad we're friends.
I'm sorry again, about Him. Shot at point blank range in 2 hours. I can sense it!
Well. Don't worry about this stuff man. I know you're ill. You're not acting bad at all. I love you. I love you I love you I love you OK.
Don't be sorry for me man. I'm perfectly fine All Of The Time. I'm so worried about you sometimes, but I'm not Cleaning Your Room cuz of it. I just like cleaning. Distracts me. I like your room. I want to offer a bit of help maybe, since I can't force you to talk. I don't know. I want to be there. Here. Here for you!!! I'm not ever forcing myself to do anything. I want you to be happy and do well. I want you to Be Happy man. Sorry it comes across so wrong :(
Thanks.