log 18
hello!!! i've been meaning to write this for a little while. so i don't forget, here are my topics: SPN (log), sam (that one tweet), sam (elaborate on that one tweet).
but before any of that. let it be known i'm wearing earrings right now. this is of note because i do not wear earrings. no one has ever seen me in earrings, and the last time i wore earrings, i was attending a wedding in 2017. i never wore them before that, either. my good friend gifted me some, a little while ago, (they're very cute; little laptops), and as much as i'd love to use them, i think i'll soon hang them up somewhere i can just see. any way. i'm wearing them because they're SPN themed, and they're cute. i look very gay (lesbian style) in them, and i think it will take a long time for me to want to be seen in them, HAHA. um, but i almost. almost don't care! because it just makes me giggle and stuff. WHATEVER! that only matters to me. i don't care about you and your idea of it OK
Supernatural is so not that good at all. But it is keeping me going. It's laced with the same shit as Homestuck--long as fuck, series gets worse over time but by the time you're invested it doesn't matter at ALL (in fact, it's so ridiculously bad later that you may restart the series without ever finishing it), large cast that's killed off for no reason ALL THE TIME, every character is gay (canon text) but that's NOTHING compared to their familial/romantic dynamics in canon (basically, being gay is the least of their concerns), stupid humour that gets you every time (you're laughing out loud), it will Change Your Life for Ever
I don't know how to approach this! I figure I just gotta have it in writing somewhere. It feels very good liking something that affected so many people in such good ways. AND IN SUCH BAD WAYS!!! Homestuck Fans are FUCKING INSANE! And Supernatural fans are STALKERS MAN!!! That's so awesome. That's just so awesome. There's just so much humanity in it. And I find you can look at the fandom content and think "How did we get to this From This?" But then you get into it, and you understand! It comes from the SOUL!!! It changes you and it's SO FUN. So much fun. I love fun. People having fun. The most beautiful thing. And both fandoms are going strong...how awesome is that? 2009 and 2005. Meanwhile Supernatural ended only six years ago, and Homestuck is still going.
I'm just having a great time, is my point. I love that they both get insane in the same way, later into the series...Homestuck introduces the cherubs (for real) and the retcon, and Supernatural starts getting reeaaaallll casual about inter-dimensional travel. I love that. I love when a cast can do any bullshit they want if they just put their heart into it...that's really what Homestuck is all about, you know, changing your life as a child, being free and stuff. John Egbert could retcon because...not because he was "pure", but because he meant it. He needed it. He tried real hard. This is something Supernatural understands as well. (It's also a great allegory for being transgender). Likewise, Dean Winchester...um...I can't get into that.
OK so this FUCK ASS tweet.
Me shipping destiel has nothing to do with my dislike of sam. Sam being a classicist and hypocrite, who also several times uses dean's trauma against him the very next fight, on the other hand, pretty much does.
I'm sorry but I just get really annoyed when fandom acts like ppl dislike sam for the same reason w*ncesties dislike cas bc no we fucking not, they DO actually hate cas for being a third wheel, while sam has no fucking business 'getting in the way' of destiel, he's just annoying
Like mind you, 90% of the stuff that I dislike sam for has nothing to do with cas, and lots of it happened before he was even introduced
(this is a reply)
This. I just think he's pushy and judgey and hypocritical and has an annoying saviour/chosen one complex. I literally only really like Sam when he's standing next to Eileen so
Now to address what they're actually saying, I think they're biased about the whole "no one hates sam for getting in the way of destiel" bad news but there are lots of sastiel shippers :( so :( yeah :( they kind of do :( but GENERALLY I agree or whatever, I'm positive that lots of wincesters hate cas. BUT
You dislike Sam for being classicist and hypocritical and annoying
Reading that made me realize that Sam actually is annoying and hypocritical and that's why my Bipolar Senses keep going off. Sam is hypocritical in the same way I am which is aweeesome. Like for example. He misses their mom just as much as Dean. But he still gets all up in Dean's face about it, but MOREOVER is simply a better liar than Dean! When Dean Winchester is telling you it's not a big deal you can literally see him trying not to cry man. When Sam winchester tells you not to worry about it he's actively convincing you like the Stupid (Pre) Law-Boy he is. Sam does this 'cuz he's trying to CONVINCE HIMSELF!!! JUST LIKE HIS BROTHER BTW! You can't blame a guy for being good at this. Dean is probably bad at this sort of thing because he never stops to think about his problems. Sam does not Let Himself and has to psych himself out of it every time. Of course he's good at this shit bro.
His hypocritical behaviour is thanks to his mental illness, the same as Deans aggressive and avoidant behaviour Brah