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been watching supernatural. i am on episode umm. 8. well. technically 7, because i somehow entirely skipped 6? so whatever. i'm rewatching six now. but if i HADN'T been stupid, i'd be on 8. i think.
it's 6:30 PM, and i should be studying for math.
people areee...oh man. people. people people. there are so many and i care a lot about em for nooo. no reason i really um... no reason i can really understand. sometimes i guess i do! understand! but jesus christ! i am too in my head to live with people. like to live in a world with people. i will, it feels like, forever be in here, andd uhh. well. what am i supposed to do?
i guess i wait. people are what pull me out, too, you know. my loved ones. but then again! same people that make me want to! be normal forever! because i hate! hate! hate! hate all of you! hate them! hate us. HATE BRO. HATE!!!! why do i have to DEAL WITH so much and whyyy does everyone ELSE have to deal with so much. why are we all so much. it is fun but like ohhhh my god i just what is even what're we doing bruh