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i'm not sure what to do here. i have officially planned to go to the movie theatre later. to see phm, on my own. from 3:30 to 6:10. i'm not sure if i should invite somebody? i tried inviting a friend, but she kind of...ignored it, so i guess she didn't want to go.
i have a spare 3 dollars. this will cost me all of my money--going to the theatre to see this movie. but we ball! i have a spare 3 dollars. i could save it to get snacks for the movie--mind you, the movie is like, 3 hours, right, so i probably do want a snack--or i could get something at tim hortons, which is where i am now.
i thinkkk...i'll just get something now and hope my mom feels a bit bad for me later. like 5 bucks is all i need. i could get some mike n ikes. anyway, with my 3 dollars...
THE SONG THAT JUST CAME ON OPENED WITH A SBAHJ QUOTE? LMFAO? in my dream i am the star. its me.
anyway!!!! fuck! what am i going to get. a cookie probably. i thinkkkk i could also get a muffin...? god. idk. i'm freeballing. if i can't afford the movie ticket then plans change is all. but i'd...i'd like to, obviously. i've never been to the movies alone. maybe dressing like dirk wasn't the best choice but...we ball, i guess. i look like shit. but i...think i prefer it that way. i don't want to look nice just to be alone. "look nice" lol i mean i don't want to Feel like i look nice just to be alone..
i got a blueberry muffin. it was pretty good.
i just got van a drink and grayson a muffin. i'm hoping van is free cuz... i'd prefer use the free ticket thing than...pay.....with cash. but also, do i actually want to go with van? because? he makes me kinda very irritable? so....i could just go alone, and then see if i can use the voucher for just one....person. which would kinda be a waste...but i mean who really cares, right, like...what is the big problem. its one seat.