MAN
and i cant feel shit again. ive gotten pretty used to it over the past few months, bjt fuxk does it just remind me how shit i feel. it really makes nothing matter. everu time k reach into my bag and hurt myself it just like! ohh rigjt nothign fucking matters. oh right i forhot i am depressed. welp!! guess ill think about that for a bit longer
and in the wjnd and pouring rain
im so full kf empty space