right right now
holy shit bruh. this is it for me.
it's not, really, but that is a bad thing to be feeling. it means i'm for real giving up. i can't do that. it's not an option.
but when has something not being an option ever actually stopped me?
i am, per usual, going to try to make a list, and do it.
to think about
STU
what i am going to wear tomorrow
those fucking URLs
plans with maggie changing
how you are not going to bite your nails anymore
how you have an alarm clock now
how you need to talk to your friends
birthday stuff, how much time you have, when you are going to get supplies, etc
how you don't want to have this party, but this is your last chance
zelda botw nintendo switch brie larson black sheep scott pilgrim
to do at your house
get bag for donation clothes
put your fucking controller in your night stand before i very seriously kill you
maybe reorganize closet
get rid of all of those hangers you fucking hate
clean room and all that shit
maybe redo that one shelf if you ever fucking get to the end of this fucking list
to do for school good fucking lord
show up to your classes
which you can really only do once you're caught up, so that was a stupid thing to say, i just figure i should remind you that you should be there
english
bibliography thing
some logs maybe
read the book maybe lol
keyboarding
do that one thing
wabanaki studies
good fucking lord
philosophy
find out what the fuck we have been up to. something about war? man.
read wittgenstein. glorper. youtube. video. dear god.
auto
project
to do
eat
sleep
whatnot
i cannot fucking believe i really like for real forgot to brush my teeth. that is the saddest fucking grossest thing i've ever heard. i nevre do that. its like the One Thing I do OH MY lore my ears ar eringing. why. wwwhatevva. its the ONE THING I DO BROOO bro bro bro. gosh why am i so sad and stuff. get outtt man. gte out.