30th post oh shitttt lets go
first of all, cotton candy faygo is a blessing to this world. it is making me think maybe miracLeS are real. what. miracles. sorry. miracles is what i meant to type there.
second of all, holy shit. this is humiliating. like everything else always, but, god, fuck!
on /people, or /earth, oen of them, i say tha ti was "put here" to tlak to people. i cant remember who, but one of my friends read htis, and was like "more people should say theyre a little alien wow" and thats.. kind of not what i was doing, but i think about it a lot.
i guess i really do think of myself this way soemtimes. but "alien" isnt the right way to put it, and "autism spectrum disorder" is not even relevant and i'm confused on why you mentioned that.
unfathomably and functionally wrong is a way i do view myself for sure though. there is simply no other way to explain why i am this way!
but at the same time, doesnt that sound like an excuse? like, its not my fault i dont get you guys, i'm not LIKE you? I certainly dont think about it this way.
in reality i think i am probably like everybody else, and simply gave up my chances to learn and be good at stuff like them. it is a failure and stuff.
i miss not tlaking anddd i wa t to sleep so bad. man. fuck my baka life man