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this is very lonely. to be frekaing dying like this and to not have people to go to. its just. the people wouldnt heklp. anyone who is going throight his wouldnt hel[p me. we all collectively want eachother to die. you know how i know that.
dirk motherfucking strider babey.
no me can ever like me. dems the rules. one wil be too invested while the other falters. (uh, RE: DIRK ==> HAL). theres just. no way. no way no way. so i will thug it the fuck out. \and abuse and hurt everyone in my life i suppose. if thats what im doing. if thats not what im doing then good news for me. im not an abuser at all i guess! lets fucking go. holy fuck. holy fuck. i just. holy fuck holy fuck holy fuck holy fuck holy fuck. can everyone stop that. like fuck. fuck man. i need to invest in dirks hobbies. his coping mechanisms that like. arent. all that insane shit. like pony pals. i need to invest in pony pals. i'm going to kill myslef. i cant do this bruh. holy fuck holy shit shit dude holy fucking shit. dude holy shit. I JUST CANT. EVEN!!! HOLY. SHIT!!! HOLY SHIT. WHAT AM I EVEN. LMFAOAOAOAO. WHAT AM I SUPOPOSED TO DOOOO. HOLY SHIT. CAN SOMEONE GET ME ANTI PSYCHOTICS. . L.M.F.A.O. LMFAO! LMFAO LMFAO LMFAO LMFAO LMFAO.
WHAT. EVEN. AM I GOING TO DO.
THANKS.